I am putting a lot of committments, large and small, on hiatus right now because I have only about a month left before graduation and right now, I feel no real joy over that. I only feel immediate pressure to get everything done that have to. I have never, ever been one to put work first. But I have to right now if only to actually get to it all, so for next couple weeks, I will only be hanging out on the weekends other than small group. This is a strange resolution for me, and I would be surprised if I kept it. I also think I will stay away from my blog for that time. Not only do I want to really be able to be responsible about my work, but I also feel that a major priority right now that I have not really been attending to is time to myself; quality time wherein I am able to be silent and pray and be really connected with God the way I need to be when it comes time to decide about next year. Hope you understand, loved ones. I'm sure we'll talk and I hope all is well with you