am i loyal about posting now or what?
I am getting down a lot each day, but I am surprised at how thoroughly I have been bouncing back. I am learning too that that is just the pattern of my life right now. I am just getting used to that. Getting comfortable. And you dont get comfortable without working out a couple of the kinks. i realized tonight after my third hour of productive paper writing and reading, as I walked into the kitchen humming bad jazz and bringing cookies (yummy cookies that i made ) and milk back into my room , that I am able to find even nights like this pleasant : as boring and run-of-the-mill and lonely as they could get. There is a time for everything isn't there?