If you love someone, you should think the best of them, even when you may not be getting all the evidence needed. That especially goes for God. That's what faith is about, right? It is the most crucial moments for our faith when we seem to have no reason to continue with it, when it seems to be doing us no good whatsoever. And if we still love God (or our loved ones enough ), then we will stubbornly hold to our faith in them if nothing else.


So I really am sorry. I promise you that I am working on it. And I love you. The one thing that hasnt changed is that I am just continuing to figure out what that means.